Fame or fortune? Which would you prefer?
By the characters of In Leah’s Wake
Will Tyler
Fortune,
no question about it. In high school and college, I played football.
When I was at Penn State, Beaver Stadium held 85,000 fans. You walk on
the field, the noise is deafening. It feels like a million fans cheering
for you, calling your name; you feel like you can do anything. You’re
1000 feet tall. Junior year, I dropped out of college and moved to
California, with the half-baked idea I could make it as a folk singer.
I’m not going to lie – I loved being the center of attention. When
you’re on fire, you’re invincible.
Then
I met Zoe, we married and had kids. Being a father changes you. You
realize it’s not all about you anymore. Your children depend on you.
It’s up to you to be sure they’re cared for, they have a good life.
Between my wife and me, we make enough to live in a good town. That’s
important. Kids learn soon enough about all the crap that goes down in
the outside world. They don’t need to witness it in their backyard. Fame
just drags kids through the mud. With fortune you’ve got a chance to
protect them.
Zoe Tyler
I’ve
never had a good head for money. Every other therapist in my office
requires a twenty-four-hour notice of cancellation; if a patient fails
to show, they charge for the hour. I’ve posted a cancellation policy in
my office, but I rarely enforce it. Most of the families I work with
live barely above sustenance level. I don’t have the heart to charge for
missed appointments. It’s a constant source of tension between Will and
me, especially with money so tight.
I
barely break even on my workshops, “Success Skills for Women on the
Move” – I make a lot more through my practice – but I love the work. If I
could get the workshops to turn a profit, I’d quit my day job at the
counseling center. Don’t get me wrong: I love the kids. The parents wear
me down. They come not for advice but validation,
letters attributing their child’s misbehavior to brilliance, drugs to
give their child an edge. To them, I’m merely a service provider. With
the workshops, I help women make important changes in their lives. At
the end of the day, their eyes shine with new confidence. The women look up to me. After
the workshops, they send cards and letters, describing the changes
they’ve made. I feel like I’m accomplishing something, helping the
women, doing something useful and important. That makes me feel good.
Leah Tyler
For real? Fame!
We’re thinking about starting a rock band, Todd and me. He’s going to
teach me to play the guitar. We’ll be like a boyfriend-girlfriend or a husband-wife
team, you know, like Jack and Meg White or John and Christine McVie.
Or, I don’t know, maybe I’ll go solo and he’ll just manage me. Did you
know Ani DiFranco moved to New York—alone—when she was only my age? She’s this huge success, which just totally proves I could be successful too. I’ve been thinking I should try out for American Idol or The Voice. I mean, look at Jennifer Hudson, right? She was nobody before Idol.
OMG, Adam Levine is SOOOO hot!! It would be awesome if picked me. I can
totally see myself rocking it on the stage. That would be the coolest
thing ever.
When you’re famous you can do whatever you want. You can mess up and totally get away with it. I’m not saying I want to mess up. That’s just weird to like plan to mess up. I’m just saying you can. People might criticize but they still look up to you. Fame makes you somebody.
Justine
Fame
or fortune? Honestly? Neither. I just want to be a regular person.
Obviously, we have to have money to buy the things we need. But we
really don’t need all that much, you know? We just need enough to get
by. I push myself to accomplish things – like entering the science fair,
for example – because I like the challenge. It’s cool to see how far I
can go, what I can achieve.
Fame
is weird. It’s like the whole world takes part in building you up,
making you famous; as soon as you get there, they want to tear you down.
Look what they did to Britney Spears! I’m not famous or anything, but I
skipped a grade in school, so people know who I am. I hate that, my
reputation preceding me. I’d rather people just liked me – or didn’t
like me – for me. My sister’s soccer success made her famous around
town; because they’re jealous, people always judge her. They want to see
her fail. If she wasn’t a soccer star, they wouldn’t be so quick to
jump in and talk trash about her. Fame stinks. I don’t know why anybody
would want it.
Jerry Johnson
A
little of both, I guess. I don’t need to be Bill Gates – guys who make
that kind of dough give up a lot, always traveling, away from their
family. I wouldn’t mind having a little more, though. Me
and Maura live in the sticks. It’s a pretty street, but the location’s
as inconvenient as hell. We don’t even get cable. We wanted to stay in
town and this was house we could afford. If we had the money, we could
live in a development closer to town, in one of the neighborhoods with
young mothers with kids. Maura would be a lot happier, I think, less
isolated.
Like
I say, I wouldn’t want to be Bill Gates – anybody famous, for that
matter. Being known in town is a different story. When people recognize
and respect you, they’re more likely to trust you. With a platform, you
can do more; you can make a real difference in your community.
Todd Corbett
Fame? Fortune? Who cares?? I
went on the road for a couple of years with a rock band. Let me tell
you, it’s tough to make it today. Talent don’t mean squat. Record
companies would rather invest a boatload of cash in some lame American Idol
than risk a dime on an unproven band. In the sixties, my old man worked
for an indie label in Boston. Back then, it was different. People cared
about the music. Today it’s all about the denari. What they think they
make off of you.
Fame,
fortune—that’s what the consumerist pigs want you to want. You can
spend your whole life working to accumulate things. And for what? So you
can spend every second looking over your shoulder, pretending to be
something you’re not? Not me, man. For me, it’s gotta be real.
About the Authors
Will Tyler
sells projects for North American Construction, the largest commercial
contractor on the East Coast. Project oversight requires frequent travel
throughout the U.S. He lives in Cortland, Massachusetts, with his wife,
Zoe, and their adolescent daughters, Justine and Leah.
Zoe Tyler
holds a master’s degree in social work and is employed by Cortland
Child Services. She is founder and executive director of “Success Skills
for Women on the Move,” a motivational workshop for women seeking life
changes. She lives in Cortland, Massachusetts, with her husband, Will,
and teenage daughters, Justine, 12, and Leah, 16.
Leah Tyler was an All-Star soccer player, the MVP of her high school team, and a Boston Globe
All-Scholastic Player of the Year. She’s 16 years old and lives in
Cortland, Massachusetts, with her parents and younger sister, Justine.
Justine Tyler,
12, is an eighth grader at Cortland Middle School. A straight-A
student, she has won town-wide awards in science and math. She’s
currently working on a project on planetary movement for her school’s
science fair. She loves karate, vampire slaying, chocolate chip cookies
and Dog, her yellow Labrador Retriever.
Jerry Johnson
is a decorated officer in the Cortland Police Department. A lifelong
resident, he lives in Cortland, Massachusetts, with his wife and two
infant sons.
Todd Corbett
dropped out of school in the tenth grade and spent two years on the
road with a rock band, working as a roadie. He currently works as a
clerk at a used record store and lives with his single mother in
Cortland, Massachusetts. His girlfriend, Leah Tyler, makes his world go
around.
Author Bio:
Terri Giuliano Long is a frequent blog guest. A contributing writer for IndieReader, she’s written for news and feature articles for numerous publications, including IndieReader, the Boston Globe and the Huffington Post. She lives with her family on the East Coast and teaches at Boston College. In Leah's Wake is her debut novel. For more information, please visit her website: www.tglong.com
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A Story of Love,
Loss, Connection, and Grace
The Tylers have a
perfect life—beautiful home, established careers, two sweet and talented
daughters. Their eldest, Leah, an exceptional soccer player, is on track for a
prestigious scholarship. Their youngest, Justine—more responsible than seems
possible for her 12 years—just wants her sister’s approval. With Leah nearing
the end of high school and Justine a seemingly “together” kid, the parents are
set to enjoy a peaceful life…until Leah
meets Todd, a high school dropout and former roadie for a rock band.
As
Leah's parents fight to save their daughter from a world of drugs, sex, wild
parties, their divided approach drives their daughter out of their home and a
wedge into their marriage. Meanwhile, 12-year-old Justine observes her sister's
rebellion from the shadows of their fragmented family - leaving her to question
whether anyone loves her and if God even knows she exists.
Can this family survive in Leah’s wake?
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